No.
I’m not ready :[
I Get It
I get how you work and that you’re unhappy, but damn, don’t be so cold.
I’M FREEE!!!!
Finals are done. WHAT UP.
Fony Awards
What a wonderful night with my greatest friends I made this year. I became even closer with Danessa, so now I consider her one of my best friends on this campus, but I made so many friends in the shows this year. Tonight, after the awards, I got to hang out with Jessica, Paige, Danessa, Lindemann, and Scott. What a great group.
I also won my second Fony! Last year I won a Fony for best supporting actress in a dramatic role for UP, and this year I won best actress in a dramatic role for Marigolds! That was exciting. It’s just nice to know that some people think you’re talented. It’s been a struggle being constantly reminded that your family might not be proud, but it’s really nice being reassured that the people you’re working with appreciate your hard work. I know it’s a dinky award, but I’m never going to forget it. I now have a star and a gold “F” to put on my desk for next year. That’s a very nice thought.
Ahhh. I cannot wait for next year. I even got nominated for the STAGE committee! I’m SO glad I didn’t get one of the spots for this coming year. I feel like a new major I shouldn’t necessarily be part of it yet, and I don’t really want that commitment right away. But it’s definitely nice being thought of as someone who could be good in that kind of position!
What a great night.
FINALS
Holy balls. It’s crunch time. And..I don’t have that much time. JESUS.
Pathetic
I’m numb. And I just want to be alone..
I really wish it wasn’t the week before finals week so I could hide away in my room and not think about everything, one thing in particular.
What’s awful is that I’m to the point of thinking nobody even cares. I think that has to do with the fact that there is a crime scene in my pantalones. But damn, I really just don’t think anyone cares. And that hurts alot.
Last Cleveland Wok date with Rachel tonight..that’s sad. I remember earlier this year she and I would spontaneously go out to dinner on Monday nights because our other friends would usually be busy. It was so nice to just go out, eat a TON, and talk. It made the week start off really nicely. I’m going to miss that.
Again? Really?
More shit is hitting the fan. FUCK.
Bittersweet
It’s been a long year with school, relationships, and switching my major, and I’m happy for it to be done and to move on, but I’m really sad to see my “family” separate.
It feels like the end of Fiddler on the Roof when the village has to separate and they don’t know if they’ll ever see each other again.
I’ll miss you guys. :[
